deja vu?

hehe.. my cousin didn't know but i was there when he was talking to janine... shhh!!!

anyway, yesterday and today was quite the same.. someone made me remember my past love... so parang, ouch parin sya, db? i texted *a 'cause he's the one i run to when i'm down.. but i didn't know that it would end up THAT way! this was how our conversation began...

*a: "kalimutan mo na kasi sya.."
(well, that's hard to do, right?!)
bianca: "bakit, tinulungan mo na ba ako?!"
*a: "may natulong na ba ako? diba inaangkin kita? bat kasi hindi ka nalang maging akin eh..."
(wtf?!)

so, technically, you know how last night ended.. :)

ngayon naman, janine played the song "fallen" (i think i'm falling, falling fast again... why do i always take a fall.. when i fall in love...) who wouldn't feel bad about that?! pinapatamaan pa nya sakin! to the point na talagang napaluha ako...... :'( naalala ko tuloy ung former boybud ko.. i now realized, that once before.. i fell for him, too....