what's happening?!

what's happening? about 3 days ago.. i started to cry about marty -- again! it was already late.. and i only know one guy who's still awake by that time.. si *a.. so, i texted him.. para naman mailabas ko toh db..? nasanay na kasi akong may iniiyakan.. ('cause my friends are getting mad at me for keeping everything i feel.. haha!) so, i began texting him... here's how it went..

bianca: ayoko na.. di ko na talaga kaya..
*a: bakit? umiiyak ka nanaman ba?
bianca: oo.. kaw kasi, naalala ko tuloy...
*a: kalimutan mo na kasi siya..
bianca: hindi ganun kadali makalimot.. at, may natulong ka na ba para kalimutan ko sya?!
*a: may natulong na ba ako? db inaangkin kita? bat di nalang kasi maging akin..
bianca: bakit mo ba ako inaangkin?!
*a: yoko na umiyak ka pa...
bianca: alam mo, naaawa ka lang.. wag na lang.. awa lang yan...
*a: di awa toh.. di ako naaawa sayo.. gusto kita....

it's actually longer than that.. but, i guess you know what happened next...

and yesterday, nag-parish involvement kami.. badtrip nga eh.. na-late kami.. haha! pero ok lang.. halos puro aniello ang na-late.. hehe.. eh aun, nung pinapasok na kami.. grabe.. we were grouped into two.. ang saya kasi ka-group ko ung aniello.. wooohooo!! parang 2nd yr lang uli.. hehe.. but the bad part is, Joshua is our groupmate.. grrrr!