Student-teacher? ME?!

Stupid. The best word to describe me.Ü Lately, I've been meeting "new guys", though I'm just wasting my time since I'm "trying" to forget *him* through them. Bad, harsh, evil, mean? I know. I'm not doing it on purpose. It just seems that when I start liking someone "new", he'll walk away from me (not literally) and THAT will make me think about *him* more. 9 months and counting, and yet he's still a part of me. He'll always be a part of me. I still linger for him. Too bad, though. He doesn't know how much he means to me. I want to show him how much he means to me, the only thing I need from him is a chance. I gave him all the chances that he needed, or he wanted! But me? This IS the only time that I'M needing A chance. But he can't even give me JUST ONE! It's getting in my nerves, I just don't know why I can't give up. :'(

Today, I had 2 meetings in a row. One, was for the SAGE (student council).. late pa nga kami eh! All the while we thought we were early. Un pala, Magkaiba ung time sa clock ng library compared sa canteen. haha! Then, meeting for the student counterparts of the different teachers in school. I was assigned to a Grade3 Science teacher, si Ms.Cabalona. WAAAH! Ang tataas ng energy nila! One class pa lang, pagod na ako! but it was funÜ First time ko kasi mag-student-teacher. heheÜ

Well, tomorrow, whole day akong teacher. Sana kayanin ko.. T_T and as for the certain *him* that I was referring to kanina., I'll give it a rest for awhile. He's not the only guy in the world, right? But he's the only guy who can treat me that way.. :'(